Friday, June 4, 2010

Changes and Blessings

There have been so many changes in my life right now. I wanted to share them with all of you. Many of you are aware of these things and many are not.

First off, I went to a funeral today for one of the most faithful, God loving person I knew. Gary Janes went home to be with our Lord and Savior this week. He fought the worldly battle of cancer and he won. He ran the race and won the prize. The prize being spending his eternity in the presence of our Lord and Savior.

I am currently in awe of the new found friends that I have. I have no idea why they think the party doesn't start without me. The party being us hanging out together to do life. Sharing all of our passions together. I am blessed beyond belief by Bianca, Bobbi, and Mike who care more about me than I deserve. They are always there when I need them. No questions asked and no judgment. We are doing our life together for God's glory! I love you Bianca. I love you Bobbi and i love you Mike

I am truly blessed by Nate Brown and his family. He put his trust in me at a time when it was very hard for him to do and I am honored by that. I love you Brown family!

I am blessed by Rebecca, she jumped right in to our ministry on the first visit to our church and she is a wonderful mother to her children and welcomes us to be a part of her life. I love you Rebecca.

Jan and Bonnie, what would I do without you. You are both totally awesome and i cant wait to spend time with you.

A HUGE shout out to all of our Ridge Life Kids volunteers. You rock and I could never do this alone.

I am truly honored to know David Chui who is currently battling cancer, he received GREAT news this week, his PET scan was negative, God is not finished with him yet. He sometimes doubts the affect he has on people. He is an inspiration to us all and we love him so much. The power of pray is on is side. God is good--all the time, and all the time God is good! I love you David!

I am overwhelmed by the effect that my friend Sue had and still has on my family's life. She also is home waiting for me at the gates of heaven after her short battle with cancer.

I am very proud and blessed to have three awesome girls, how they became so awesome with me as their mom, i have no idea. They are the love of my life. Melissa is very independent and is working on going back to school, she has grown into a beautiful, caring adult.

Tiffany is expecting and is due on Christmas Eve. Circumstances on that may not have been ideal, but God has a plan and we roll with his flow, I have no doubt that she will be a great mom and this baby will be loved and i am sure spoiled rotten by me.

Ashley finished middle school today and will be a freshman in the fall, she is not a little girl anymore and i need to realize that. However she still needs my stalking abilities to keep her on the right track. :) I love you Melissa. I love you Tiffany. I love you Ashley, I hope that I am a mother you wouldn't want to trade.

My husband of 21 years is also the love of my life. We have many differences and seem to work through them. He has been gone alot this year while racing on a pro stock car team for the NHRA. He is missed more than he thinks. I need someone to keep me in line. lol. I love you Tommy.

I am a pretty misunderstood person. When I'm totally focused on something i come across as moody. lol I am working on that. I work at JPS Monday through Friday and have many co-workers that I truly care about even if it is not reciprocated. That is okay because I try my best to do my part to keep the peace. Sarcasm is my problem, but I just wouldn't be me without it. I do want to give a special thanks to Isabel my co-partner in crime. We work well together Izzy and it is just unbelievable that you haven't kicked me out of the office yet. lol I love you Izzy!

I would also like to mention that Tiffani Brown and Jennifer Fiaccone are just like my own daughters. I love them more than they know and I am proud to be the second mama.

Tiffani we have had our moments, but what family doesn't. At the end of the day no matter what, I consider you my own. Bonus is we don't disagree near as much as i do with my own kids. I love you Tiffani.

Jennifer, I can never replace your mom and I would never try, but I will be here for your whole life. Your mom and I made a pact. Whoever left first got to spend time with our Lord and Savior and the one left behind would take care of our girls. You are mine to take care of and i am honored and wouldn't trade it for anything, well except your mom to be able to raise you up, and will be here for you whenever you need me. Sue would have done the same for me. Man i love her and i love you!

Mom, i know that we have many differences, i also know that you love me. I also know that I am a huge pain in the rear. Thank you for always being there when i need you the most. i love you Mommy.

There are so many people that have made a huge difference in my life, I cannot list them all here, so please don't be offended if I didn't mention you because you are all important to me.

I haven't had this much fellowship with friends in a long time. I am very blessed to have each of you in my life. I am not the easiest person to get along with due to my OCD and just plain crazy but I am working on that.

The bottom line here is that things can change in an instant, live each moment as if it is your last. Tell the people you love that you love them. Love one another as the Bible says. You cant go wrong with love, you just can't.

Don't judge, judgement is not yours it is Gods.

Most of all Love God First, People Second, and have fun doing it!

Start each day with a pay it forward attitude and you cant go wrong.

Smile and say Hi to strangers, they appreciate it.

Remember that God uses every thing for his good. no matter what path you choose, God can turn it around.

Believe, Love, Live, and be faithful to our God! I love you Jesus

I love you all
Kaye

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